Bits n Pieces

Silence

MJC — Mon, 18 Jan 2010 02:21:44 +0000

I just want to sit here in silence, and do nothing.

Just sit and listen to the distant sounds of the world.

Just sit and see its true beauty.

Just for one moment, I want to be silent.

I want to be at peace with myself.

So I can be at peace with others.

In Fairness..

MJC — Tue, 12 Jan 2010 05:37:45 +0000

Some people have all the luck in the world, and they breeze into life smoothly and with much contentment.

While some, no matter how hard they try, luck seems to elude them.

But even though the distribution of luck seems unfair, I believe that all people has it. It’s just a matter of how often and how much we receive it.

Besides, if Life and Love can be unfair..

How do you expect Luck to be fair..?

It’s just not fair.

It seems like we live in a world of unfairness.

So don’t expect much. Just take whatever opportunity that comes your way, and just enjoy whatever you have.

Reason or Alibi..?

MJC — Wed, 02 Dec 2009 13:51:19 +0000

Obviously I’m not a good writer. I haven’t write anything for days.. or was it weeks? I’m sorry. I have lots of reasons and yet, not one of them seem to justify my lack of perseverance on writing.

Yes, I wanted to write. Many times I thought of words or a few stories to write about, but whenever I had that inspiration, I was also busy doing other stuff; like work or house chores. Sometimes when I’m about to sleep or taking a bath. Really, I don’t know what to say. Poor excuse, right? Might as well stop reasoning now.

I’ll try my best to do more of writing. I won’t promise. Promises are made to be broken. I’ll just do what I can.

Blank..

MJC — Mon, 09 Nov 2009 03:08:01 +0000

Have you ever experience “nil moments”? When you feel nothing at all, not even numbness..? Like the world suddenly stood still and take a breather, and you feel this “void” inside you. You wanted to share to everyone, especially your family and friends, everything that is happening to you, but you don’t know how or where to begin, coz you feel… blank. Not sad, not happy. Just blank. Nothing. I know there’s a mental block.. How about blocked/blank feelings? What do you call that?..

Sloth

MJC — Tue, 20 Oct 2009 04:03:02 +0000

Last nite we were watching on the History channel the seven deadly sins. The sin they featured was the “Sloth”. For what I understood about sloth is… it means extreme laziness. People who don’t do anything, but lie and wait for something to happen to them (on their life). Also for me, sloth is another word for slowpoke.

Well, according to History channel, sloth was defined as “depression” or “melancholia” centuries ago; before some ancient people from the years-gone-by changed its meaning.

For what I’ve understood, people who suffered from melancholia forgets how to live. Due to their depression, all they do is lie down and think of nothing else except of their impending doom. They don’t eat; not even drink. They make no effort at all to divert their sadness to other things . They lose hope, which eventually pushed them to commits suicide.

And so it becomes a sin. God gave us life to live and hope, and by not doing so, is like turning away from what he offers. We have no right to take away what he imparts to us, especially life.

So whatever happens; no matter how hard life gets, we should always try to move on and never give up. We can cry, scream or throw tantrums in the air anytime; we may even get mad. But after that, we should learn how to stand up on our own and greet whatever challenges comes our way with a smile.

Introduction

MJC — Mon, 19 Oct 2009 04:00:33 +0000

Since I started composing poems at a young age, I always dreamed of becoming a writer. Problem is, I’m not really good in grammars and my vocabularies are still limited. My writing style is more of a blog, and I couldn’t make fictional characters… yet.

I have so much to learn, I know.. and I’m willing to do so. That’s why I decided to make this blog. I would pick up a subject and try to give my thoughts about it; or make a story out of it.

This way, I could practice writing and take a tab on it – whether they’re improving or not.

Please don’t expect too much here. I’m still trying.

Thank you.